Being Jealous and Ignored

 1st November 2020


kuch din pehle mein online nahi aaya tha toh vedika ne punit ko msg kiya tha, tab se uske paas punit ka number hai. And tab uski baat nahi hoti thi punit se.

Recently vo grp banai thi deep, punit, mein aur vo khud hai us grp mein.

Ab punit ko vo crush bolne lagi hai.

Usne bola tha ke just mazak hai.

2 din pehle punit ne bola vedika ko : "Tu tujhe tab msg karti hai jab tere paas koi nahi hota baat karne ko" and vedika ne samjaya usko ke esa nahi hai.

Mujhe btaya yeh vedika ne and mene bola ke kar liya kar baat.

Ab jese hi punit online aata hai meko ignore karne lagti hai and usse baat karne lagti hai, I thought thik ho jayega sab. par kuch hua nahi,


Aaj punit online aaya and meko ignore kari, phir bolti hai mere crush ka msg hai.

mene pehle hi soch liya tha ke, jese hi punit ka msg aayega usko mein offline chla jaunga and thodi thodi der mein online jaaunga dekhunga jab punit offline hoga tab reply dunga vedika ko.

Vedika ko punit se baat karna pasnd hai and meko wait karna nahi pasnd.

Aaj bolti hai punit ka baat karneka tarika acha lagta hai usko isliye vo crush hai.


Meko vedika ke pehle koi ladki friend nahi mili thi, and yeh aayi hai jab se, mene isko first priority bana diya hai.

mein kuch bhi kar rha hu, uska msg aate hi sab kaam chorr ke usko reply dunga.

And ab dekho mere hi friend se baat karni hai vo bhi mujhe ignore karke ☺, 


pehle bhi experience kar chuka hu mein yeh

Parth and mere bich Rushik aaya

Chintu aur mere bich Kunal aaya

Mohit aur mere bich Rahul aaya 

Deep aur mere bich Nemi aaya

Aur ab

Vedika aur mere bich Punit aarha hai.


Mene yeh expect nahi kiya tha ke jisko mein first priotity dunga, itni imp dunga, itni care karunga vo kabhi esa karegi.


Kya kya nahi kiya hai mene uske liye badle mein milta kya hai disappointment and ignorance.


Agr uski galti bhi hoti hai na fir bhi mein kahi na kahi se apni galti nikal ke usko chup karwa deta hu aur sry bol deta hu.


Shayad mein kisi ke dosti ke layak nahi hu.

I always thought that i am unlucky in relationships

But aaj fir realize hua I am unlucky in friendship too.


Mere exams hai 23 se and mein padh nahi paa rha hu pura course baaki hai, and mein yahi sab sochke ro rha hu.


BYE


Comments

  1. Vedika SinghJanuary 1, 2023 at 10:10 AM

    Oh grt today is the day when I'm reading this and getting emotional just to know that from very start we grew apart....we were in touch only for name sake is that so.....i always say till now I have my bestie and that is you so is that my mistake..i never knew you even have this blog I'd.....i think there's nothing to say now all the best and haa happy new year buddy....

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